As I sit here thinking about why things are they way they are I wonder if this is how they’re suppose to be. If I went back to before anything happened and changed what we did and how we got to where we are now would it be different? I ask myself everyday, “Does she even feel the same anymore?”, “Has she just moved on and left me here as one of her fall backs?”. I’m not sure if things will ever go back to how they were anymore. Should I stick around and hope that I’m just over reacting and that she really still feels the same? Or should I just cut my loses and hope I can get her off my mind?